Posted by Jared on October 30, 1997 at 14:35:28:
I am young as humans go and according to my Mother, Ihave been thinking too much about my depression and that it is all in my head. I don't think so!
I still don't know which of the many pains in my life is causing the depression, but I found a book that deals with what it called "toxic shame". I have had homosexual feelings for almost six years and haven't been able to tell a soul. Everyone that I know is very anti-gay, but the biggest problem is that I am too. I have NO desire to be gay, but the thoughts keep coming into my head. I just don't know what to do. This shame is eating up my life, and this is a time where I should be enjoying life. Right now I feel that there is no one that I can talk to and that there is nothing that I can do. Is there anyone out there that can help?!!
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